suffer in silence

He broke up with me for some reasonable facts. He doesn’t want to do so but he’s being hurt. He cried hard, he suffered. He is excruciated by my negligence. Yet after he broke up with me, the pain on him comes much deeper and then he asked, “Why you took me for granted?... I said to myself that you’ll surely notice me if I walk away and broke with you. Yet, I am wrong… I expected our break up to be the most tragic thing that will happen into your life. But it wasn’t… you never shed tears… and now you will soon fade away.” But he never knows… I burst out in tears because all of my life I learned how to suffer in silence.