he kissed me goodbye

Trembling fingers, shivering hands, shuddering body

Somebody’s here beside me in the awkwardness of this night

Someone’s holding my hand

My body’s freezing like an ice

My hands bleeding without a wound

My body has a blood that is not mine…

Slowly falling on the ground

I noticed that my tears are falling down,

Falling slowly on my cheek

And then the color of blood appear unexpectedly

On this tears of curiousness and anxiety

I’m trembling much faster

I’m crying out louder

I’m screaming as I can

However, voices of mine aren’t there

Somebody’s holding my hands

Touching and playing my hair

Hugging me so tightly.

I noticed his bloody cold body

I saw him excruciated

That was all mean by me

My fear is slow fading away

But I’m crying much louder

My heart is slowly breaking

Because I see him in pain

He is looking at me

And then he’s hugging me again

Showing how much he loves me

Finally, he utter a word with caress

“This is for you honey,

I died for you my sweetie”